A Message to My Soul Peeps

I feel like the really tough sucky stuff isn't talked about NEARLY enough..

So i'm gonna talk about it now, because in those moments where you feel like you've lost your connection, inspiration, motivation, magick?

You need to know there's nothing wrong with you,

you're not alone,

you're not sabotaging,

you're not procrastinating.

I mean, sometimes maybe,

but really? 

A lot of it is just you shedding layers of bullshit paradigms that don't match the reality you know you're here to create and sometimes that shi gets dark. 

Sabotaging those paradigms, sure. Procrastinating because you refuse to do from the old needy energy, absolutely. 

It feels like pure hell because you haven't fully learned the dance. 

Shifting your identity to BE the person that can create fkn worlds from nothing more than we see is available from inside ourselves, 

is not for the faint of heart. 

The work we put in is raw, it's gut wrenching at times. 

It can feel disappointing.

You can feel like a failure. 

You'll have moments of existential crisis, wondering "WTF am I even doing this for?! Is it even worth it???"

You'll have 10,000 hands in the air moments... 

AND YOU'LL STILL KEEP GOING. 

Because it's who you are, it's what you're here to do. 

To bend the boundaries of what's possible, to push the psyche to the point of no return, without going completely mad - JUST mad enough to believe in the impossible, and then create it. 

We aren't the ones to break under the pressure of chaos. We instead take it in our hands and weave it into the fabric of reality to create our masterpiece. 

And with each unique 'FUCK YES' creation, that yes leads to a hundred other perfect synchronicities, you know you are in the exact right place, at the exact right time, doing and saying the exact things that need to be said & done to and with the exact people you're meant to impact- 

You welcome the ebb.

You experience it as an opportunity to allow even more of who you are not anymore to simply fall away. 

We are moms & dads, bartenders, lawyers, psychologists, hair dressers, healers, drivers, we are everywhere. 

But more than that, 

We are artists, visionaries, leaders, alchemists, agents of change, transformation catalysts. 

And we know that's all we are really here to be -- that's ALL there is to DO. 

Right now, this version of you lies just beyond the layers of dogma, of self doubt, of being told who you are. Being conditioned by generations of trauma that you're expected to wear like a badge of fucking honor on top of your armor of shame. 

If you are done, 

Done being careful,

biting your tongue,

biding your time,

treading water

and all the other "not quite ready for it" cliches...

This is your call to arms. 

This is your SIGN. 

This is your permission. 

Permission fucking granted to go out into the world and be/do/have/create everything that you've always known was yours to be/do/have and create. 

This is a call for the Rebel Visionaries to rise up- to stop pretending to be limited. 

It's your time, and there's never been a better time than now to reclaim your power and decide what it's going to be. 

So, 

What's it gonna be?

xx
Astrid

Feel free to DM on IG @astridchaote to find out more about my high level/high touch 6wk 1-1 Rebel Visionary. If you feel called, let's figure out why ;)