This Anxiety IS The Vision Unfolding.

Do you feel this build up of energy right now Astrid??

...Or is it just me? 👀

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It feels like all of this tension is building up and the bubble is about to burst..

a few years ago, I would have thought that this feeling was anxiety

I would have thought, "something is wrong.. EVERYTHING IS OFF!!"

but here's what's REALLY happening..

(especially for the people in my field)

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Have you ever experienced setting a next level goal or intention for yourself and then your WHOLE system basically trying to shut you down..

• Racing thoughts
• Self doubt
• Feeling like all your efforts are coming to a screeching halt.. and seeing evidence of it too
• Overwhelmed as FUCK
• Fear that everything is going to come crashing down around you
• Experiencing an extraordinarily underwhelming amount of creativity and inspiration
• No longer feel connected to your intuition
• Feel like your spirits and guides have abandoned you
• Procrastinating like a mf
• Then top it off with trying to do, do , dooooo to "FIX" all of it.

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But in that process, that almost crippling anxiety,

You start buying in to the illusion that you can't do it all,

have it all,

be it all..

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Abandon the intention/goal..

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AND YOURSELF WHILE YOU'RE AT IT..

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then settle in to the (false) "reality" that where you are is as good as its going to get..

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"Every time I try to leap, I fall on my fucking face..

Maybe I just wasn't meant for all this.

Maybe it's supposed to be this thing over here instead"

Choose that...

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and FINALLY..

"AHHHHHHH... "

a sigh of relief..

you can finally breathe again.

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Once you catch your breath,

You keep trudging along,

because you KNOW what you see inside of you is REAL...

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but you proceed with caution,

you just can't help showing up for the vision you have for yourself, your family, your community...

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Only, you still believe that you're a failure for giving up on yourself last time

and you're petrified that you're going to do it again,

wipe yourself out and have to start all over, AGAIN!

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You try to ignore it and press on with the positive self talk,

So you set the bar a little lower,

Change gears, Change strategies,

go the easier softer route,

where it's safe.. known.. comfortable..

Get the same mediocre results..

maybe increase those results .001% each time you commit yourself to allowing more in..

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I KNOW you're nodding your head right now..

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You're not alone..

It's HOW THIS SHIT GOES.

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This experience is not unique.

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It's universal as FUCK and no one talks about it.

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And no one talks about what it REALLY takes to move beyond this from an energetic AND physical stand point..

It's not a fear of failure that's stopping you...

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It's abandoning the vision that IS.

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It's not trusting that you have EVERYTHING you need to fulfill that vision now!

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It's not knowing how to navigate the upgrade.

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That vision you see inside yourself is alive and real

and it WAS made for you..

BY YOU... The REAL you who always knew the game you were put here to play..

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"But how do I KNOW???"

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YOU KNOW IT BECAUSE YOU SEE IT, YOU FEEL IT, IT FUCKING ANIMATES YOU!!!

IT WOULDN'T EXIST IN YOUR IMAGINATION IF IT WASN'T YOURS, IT WOULDN'T DRIVE YOU IF IT WAS ANYTHING ELSE.

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THIS is the energy I'm feeling...

THIS is the message I'm channeling..

SO MANY PEOPLE ARE GOING THROUGH IT RIGHT NOW..
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SO many people are sick and fucking tired of having to start from square one again because they folded in the anxiety.

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There's a saying that goes something like,

Anxiety is a lack of imagination..

or a misuse of imagination.

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You are SO FUCKING POWERFUL and you ARE creating the reality you want to call in..

and that's usually safety and security.

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Right now...

the reality is, no matter how much you think you want that next level vision/version of life,

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You're wanting that sigh of relief more..

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AND you're fucking SICK of that shit..

sick of being addicted to the feast or famine..

the sigh of survival ..

the fear and the worry..

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You're ready to move beyond that story and bring the vision you see inside yourself to life..

and I want to show you how.

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I want to show you how to transmute that draining survival garbage into USABLE energy..

Into a force that DRIVES and SUSTAINS YOU..

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I want to show you How you can KNOW the signs of being THERE already..

Or when the bubble is about to burst..

and BE FUCKING READY FOR IT instead of folding.

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We are going to have some deep af conversations next Wednesday...

and some POTENT Activations..

2/2/22 Portal Activations too 😏 🌀​

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I hope this message spoke to your heart tonight babe..

really..

there is SO much magic in you..

people don't end up in my world for no fuckin reason.

Let's bring that vision to LIFE!

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xx
Astrid Chaotë

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